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 Awakened Dreams   Awakened Dreams: A Love Story Spanning Lifetimes – Part 2 --- Did you miss the shocking first encounter? Before you dive into the unfolding mystery and fated reunions of **Awakened Dreams Part 2**, make sure you've read  **Part 1: Miking & Ho Yung**!   Discover how a chance meeting in the rain sparked forgotten memories for Jiang Bao, throwing his modern life into a whirlwind of ancient visions and undeniable longing. Catch up on the thrilling beginning of this **reincarnation romance** and understand why destiny can't stop bringing Miking and Ho Yung together across lifetimes. **Read Part 1 now**  to fully immerse yourself in this epic tale of **soulmates**, **past lives**, and a love truly meant to last an eternity! Part 2: A week had passed since Jiang Bao met the mysterious woman who triggered his nightmares. It was 10:00 in the morning, and he was on his fourth cup of coffee while pacing around his office. A foreign habit to his mor...

Live For Yourself

Live For Yourself

 
" Anime girl blogging"

Whenever I want to escape the demanding people and the rest of the world around me, I find myself resorting to writing. That's how I ended up creating Story Time. In moments like this, I often find myself entertaining you all. 😂😝 It's been a while since I wrote a blog note. Lately, I've been struggling to keep up with my blog. Telezuur doesn't make it easy either. But while I'm working on producing those Story Time episodes for you, I've decided to give my blogger notes and free stories more attention. I've never been the one to shy away from giving people free advice. Although I must admit that sometimes it might be better to keep quiet and observe! After all the things I've been through, I realized that some words that pop up in my mind shouldn't disappear with me. If you are reading this, I'm going to give you some heavy things and tools to unpack. The older I get, the wiser I become That has an extra kick to it, if you were already a wise ass from a young age!😂😂 But at the same time, I'm also naive in many other areas. Especially when it comes to giving love to others. In the entire process of being there for others, I forget myself. That, my friends, is a quick recipe for heartbreak. But those moments of disappointment have given me insights into the deeper meaning of life. It also helped me discover more things about myself. I consider myself a philosopher and idealist because I'm always preoccupied with big questions in my mind, which I've had since my younger years, making me feel like an outcast. Somehow, I got dragged into this wild, unbelievable adventure that shaped my life. I never imagined that things would turn out this way. But I'm glad they did! When people see me, they often tend to make judgments! That's always been the story of my life. So you get used to it! Living in Suriname, I grew up with people throwing their judgments at me. From the elementary school teacher who thought I couldn't speak Dutch because I'm quiet! So she went on saying, "Oh, the Javanese girl doesn't speak Dutch. She probably only speaks Javanese at home!" Gasp, the struggle of being born a mixed baby in a time when that wasn't so common was real! Javanese people don't even see me as one of them. I've been called black in numerous ways in their language. The teacher's shocked face when she finally found out that my vocabulary was higher than that of he rest of my classmates. Back then, Surinamese teachers were unfamiliar with the concept of introverts. Neither did I, thank goodness for the modern-day internet! When I think back about my childhood, I'm just shocked at all the trauma I survived. Being left-handed runs in my family. But back in those days (gosh, sounding like my grandma 😭😭, tears break out in millennial fashion.) it wasn't a good thing to be a lefty! In school, I was always forced to write with my right hand. That was always a painful disaster somehow. It just didn't feel right for my body and gut! That was the first time I was taught to ignore my gut. Simply because people said it wasn't normal. My teachers would scream in my face that your left hand is for wiping your ass not for writing! Maybe if they knew I type these days, the duality would make them feel better.😂

"Left handed girl with curly hair in elementary school writing in her notebook"


As I've always been a curious person, I enjoy reading extensively and gathering information on various educational topics. Hey, once a geek, always a geek!Back then, people weren't informed about left-handed people. I'll leave that information up to you and your next Google search!😅 To this day, I still struggle to write with my right hand when I need to use a pen. I tried to fight it in my childhood, but it turned out to be pointless. It's just a part of who I am, and I can't change that for anyone. No matter how hard I try! So why should I bother worrying about other people's judgments? I had to learn the hard way to start living for myself.😪 I've crawled mountains for people who claimed that I was thinking about myself 😞. As if I don't have my own life to live! That's when I finally got the message to think of myself and the life I want to live. 💖With that new focus in life, my healing journey elevated to a new level. They say that you have to crawl through the worst before reaching the top. Well, I'm wiping the bloodstains from my hands clean on my old rags. The rags represent my humbleness, and the blood is my sacrifice for the top. Lately, some people have been calling me lucky 🤣. I thought it was just funny. You are just judging a part of my life that you see on social media. But the tone of that remark only inspired me to share more of my authentic self. 💖 I don't live my life to please you. I live my life to please my creator. ByHissHerr grace, life will show me love. My secret is that I see the positive in everything. Where there is destruction, creation follows. That's the law of the universe. Even when planets and stars die, they give life to others, allowing their legacy to continue in space.🚀 That's why I enjoy stepping into my mental U.F.O. and taking a stroll to the other side of life. It is indeed a precious and diverse gift. Sometimes I think 🤔 we spend too much time judging others and worrying about unimportant things, forgetting about the many marvels this universe has in store. There is so much to explore within the limited time we have. That's why my time is precious to me. I've learned not to be so generous that I don't have anything left for myself. All it took was those heartbreaks for me to get here. My soul is a wanderer, exploring each experience. Grateful for the good and the bad, I have trust in the events that brought me here. For some marvelous reason, they also landed you in this story. May this be your daily reminder to start living for yourself? Trust your instincts over the judgments of others. A happy man can never be a fool, but a fool can be a happy man. 😏😉☕ Keep an eye out for my upcoming self-love articles and Story Time episodes. As always, the pleasure has been mine until our next Story Time together. 🥰

Shachem Lieuw


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